It's been a week since than.

Ashamed.

Disbelief.

Maybe regret.

All the things I'm dealing with right now. I let a complete stranger violate me. And all just because I was touch starved and so turned on. Do I regret it? Honestly I should but I can't say I do. The way he touched me. The way he made me feel so good.

How do I react when I see him? If I even ever see him again? I have his phone number but I would have to text him first which gives me way to much anxiety.

What do I even say?"hey I'm the girl from the cafe who came all over your finger lol 😆" like what?

I need to stop thinking of this man. It's almost like I'm addicted?

"Tara are you good?" Mina bumps her shoulder into me and asks.

"Yeah. Just nervous about tomorrow I guess." I lie.

"Same honestly. college is so intimidating. But we have to make the most of it."she smiles and pumps her fist up in the air. I love mina so much. She always makes me feel better. Her smile and energy is what I need in my life .

I check my phone and my shift is finally over.

"Alright my shift is over. You're closing tonight right? Need any help?" I ask her while putting my coat over my body.

"Yep! And no,no go home and take a bath, de stress before tomorrow."she waves me off.

"Thanks mina. You're the best."I wave and walk out of the door.

The cold wind hit my face.jeez I didn't think it would be the cold. I grab my bike and start to get on.

"Tara." That voice. My body shivers with chills.

"Oh rajveer tum. Hi! How are you?."I trun to see his car pulled up next to me with his window down. He looks hot literally doing anything.

"Are you biking in this coLd weather?" He asks seriously .

"Uh yeah. I don't live that far away." I say scratching behind my neck with a nervous laughter.

"Get in." He demands.

"Sorry?" I ask.

"Get in the car tara."

"No,no don't worry I'll be fine! Thank you for the offer though."I smile.

"Tara."

"Okay , okay fine ." I put my bike back in the bike rack and walk around to the front seat. I'll just walk to work tomorrow.

I get in the car and thanks him. He nods. I give him directions while he drives and listens.

I can't help but feel awkward.

I glance over and his hands slides on to my thigh while he continues to drive. My face feels hot. My thighs clench together just from his touch.

The car ride is pretty quiet besides my direction. His hand on my thigh and it's all I can think about. I'm getting all hot and bothered just from this.

"And that building right there is where my apartment is." He pulls over and I unbuckle my seat belt.

"So uh would you like to come up?" Oh god what am I saying?? Tara you're so stupid.why would he wanna go inside your apartment?

Oh. Sex. That's probably what he's thinking I'm probably intending...... I mean thats not necessarily off the table......

"Sure." He puts his car in park and grins.

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Next chapter is will be smut.......